MyMadSeason

Danny Gonzalez

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Never Had by MyMadSeason, literature

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Never Had

Never Had Touch my soul with all desire Make my mind a little higher Beauty flows through you with ease To hold you tightly, whom that could please In the dark you are the flame That lights my candle, and all things great Cold and angry you think of me True and happy you need to see I spy upon with a vision that is vague Seemingly not noticed, hits me like a plague With a voice so cuddled and soft Leave my soul, ...it sends me aloft The faint scent for which I care Is as sweet as the touch of an angels hair Desparate with the thought of not being with you Like the day is long and the sky is blue To one's only hearts desire Y

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My Season by MyMadSeason, literature

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My Season

Slowly I fade away, ... I lay Impossible to understand I drag myself through neverending days Frustrated, I find my own escape, my own way out Tear my skin, my pain drains out Replace my blood with "Happiness" I try to forget... But it keeps haunting me.... chasing me... Dead pale skin.. cold glass eyes.. scars all along my arms I try to numb myself.. but in the end, I feel everything This is how I spend my days A struggle for nothing,.. why did I wait? Would someone just end my misery.. Im too weak.. What have I become? A manifistation of my inner pain Im just a walking disease... Alone and empty...

My Rain by MyMadSeason, literature

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My Rain

Everything Seemed So perfect Life was working There was no need for searching Would someone please hurt me I need to feel happy Please let me start laughing Feel the wind blow through my depression An invitation My sad confession Left my soul, a hopless statement An empty needle My life rejected Pass by my old highschool My hearts still aching A painful memory Alone id sit, see people pass me Im still hiding Inside im crying The scars left are still hurting All besides you Would see right through me Then and there is where I saw my fate Its just now begun To fall into place I find it hard to beleive This world around

Untitled _Never Had III_ by MyMadSeason, literature

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Untitled _Never Had III_

Here I am , all alone Without the one I need to hold I still remember the day we met When we had our first kiss Your first "I love you" meant so much to me You showed me you cared, that I could see You wanted me in every part of your life You wanted to be my loving wife You wanted me so much it made you cry You said if you lost me, you would die Deep down we could make it work We have all we need, for that im sure Truth is, it won't work Not for the reasons you gave before Its because of what you won't tell me You don't love, or want me My whole life I wanted to die Then I met you, and I thought I was fine

Just let go by MyMadSeason, literature

Riding the Horse by MyMadSeason, literature

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Riding the Horse

Pounding head... sore muscles... everything's just... fucked up. All week the burdens of life just keep beating down your head. Your senses... emotions... they eventually become numb. Your eyes grow heavy... they're dry, and burn. For a second you can't understand why you're even bothering with it all. Then you remember. Just need to make it to the weekend. "Almost there" you tell yourself. Friday comes. A giant relief surrounds your body and tickles your senses. You give off a soft smile. "Not yet... not until tonight" you remind yourself. Frustrated... you grow impatient. You decide for some fresh air... a coffee... a cigarette. Starbucks s

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United States
Deviant for 18 years
www.myspace.com/dgonzalez7
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Current Residence: San Diego (escondido)
Favourite genre of music: 60's pop, and indie. (yes im still into 'grunge')
Favourite photographer: My Friend Oscar
MP3 player of choice: Ipod... since its what I have
Favourite cartoon character: Jeremy Hilary Boob Ph.D (Nowhere Man) from Yellow Submarine
Personal Quote: All you touch and all you see, is all your life will ever be. -Pink Floyd

Favourite Movies

MANY..friggin love star wars :D

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Brian Wilson, Beatles, Decemberists, Spoon.. etc..

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Movies, Music, Photo, Love.

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MyMadSeason

Aug 5, 2007

Damn...

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so its been just about a year since ive visited this site... I basically totally forgot about it. My area of art is in music so I guess thats why im never here. Well I think im going to start visiting more often again, and when I get the energy I might post up some paintings that I have done...

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MyMadSeason

Mar 16, 2006

So its thursday, and lifes the same..

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Ok so yea... so my band is getting...well i guess better... mostly just because of minor stuff i keep tweaking. Still need an f-ing bass player :/. I have been taking 0 photos lately, doing 0 drawings, bullshitting poems... ehh.. im just in slump right now. I HATE WORK. I hate working at 3 am, in freezing cold temperature carrying 70 pound boxes back and forth back and forth. ahhh. so life draining. Hopefully this weekend ill be inspired to do something artistic... i mean common, thats my reason for living! meh... im going to band practice now.

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MyMadSeason

Feb 27, 2006

Just might be ok

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So today was just one of those horrible days... enough to where i had convinced myself to commit suicide, yea... that bad. Once i got in my car I just happened to look in my backseat and see my beloved ring that i had lost (wich killed me) sitting in a ray of light from the sun. That moment alone just turned everything around for me... interesting isnt it...